High school.. holy shit!

Her life; Part II.

First day of grade 9, "the hell I'm going through" she thinks.. but that thought goes away as soon as she sees her friends, hugs and kisses all around and they get into class, waiting for their homeroom teacher to come.
First 3 periods pass, 4th period is chemistry "Lab time," their teacher tells them "get your books and pencil case and hurry up." As they reach the lab, her ex-boyfriend passes by (that was a secret from her parents) and she feels her world crumble.. she still loved him, with every broken piece of her heart, while her world is falling apart inside her, her fake smile can't get any better.. and finally what really broke her, their eye contact.. she felt like she was nothing to him, like their memories only exist in her dreams.. her eyes fill up with tears.. "1..2..3..4.." she continues to count, counting calms her down.
The rest of the classes pass by quickly, and off she goes home. In the car her mom asks her how the first day of school went.. terrible, I saw him, he moved on, he forgot about me, I didn't, I never felt weaker, I almost died, I hated today, I hated it.. that's what she wanted to say, but instead.. "It was great mom, I loved it" she lied.