Surprise.. Surprise..

Her Life; Part XIV.

"Why would you cry over me? You shouldn't have.. and how could you believe what she said? You know how much I love you right?" That's the thing.. she didn't know how much he loved her. She smiled like an idiot to the screen and she didn't know what to say, but she was seeing him tomorrow I guess that was good enough for her!

The next day they went to her friend's cabana for Iftar.. and they had so much fun.. until the girl who called her showed up, she couldn't treat her in a bad way, especially that the girl didn't know that she knew she called her.. and Mister A didn't like that.. so he stopped talking to her.. the usual, but this time she didn't know what was wrong.. she kept trying and trying, but she's hurting and she didn't want to seem so desperate, more than she already is..

Weeks pass by and they still haven't talked but finally...

Could things get any worse? II

Her Life; Part XIII.

She woke up and she decided to text Mister A. "So, H called me and he said that you didn't know about the phone call, and you had nothing to do with it.. Bye" she didn't know what else to say, it's not like she did anything wrong to apologise for, or not talk to him now that she knows that he has nothing to do with it..

The same day but more later during the afternoon, he sent her "Why didn't you tell me what happened last night on the phone?" she paused for a minute, thinking of a reply.. When I heard your voice I started crying.. I cried so hard I couldn't breathe.. the only word I could say was 'nothing' though it was the complete opposite, I imagined you telling me what I was told on the phone and it hurt even more, I couldn't tell you all that because then you would've actually heard me cry.. her thoughts continue but she types the following "I was crying, no big deal" the part that shocked her was his reply, she never expected him to say what he said.. Never expected him to be like that.. Never thought those word would ever be told by him, Mister A..

Could things get any worse?

Her Life; Part XII.

The phone call completely devastated her, she couldn't do anything but think what did she ever do to deserve this, she lost confidence, became even more insecure, and sense then she's afraid of rejection.. Why? Because of 1 stupid phone call!

She deleted Mister A off of everything she owns, all what's left was delete him off her life.. That was her and J's plan.. Except.. He goes to J and asks her "Why did she delete me?" And J says she knows nothing of this.. Because he doesn't like her telling J and her best friends the things that happen between them, anyway.. He sends her a request again and she asks J should I accept? J's reply was unusual "Yes, apparently he knows nothing of what happened!" She did.. After of course her other best friend A, called him and screwed his life up on the phone.. It's was 3:45 AM when he sent her.. "Can I call?" She couldn't say anything but yes. When she answered the phone he kept asking what happened and all she could say was nothing.. Then the line broke.. She cried, and cried, and for the first time ever, she ran to her mom's arms and told her everything, her mom was supportive and was there for her, again for the first time ever! H called her, Mister A's best friend, and for a while was hers too.. He made her laugh and told her he'll take care of everything.. This cheered her up a bit but couldn't do anything but cry herself to sleep..

The next day..

Summer time!

Her Life; Part XI.

With June session being over, it's finally close enough to go to summer camp! Her friends and her were traveling together, to.. Let's keep it a secret.. She was so excited and loving the idea, she's packing her bags and shopping and all that, but wait.. Where's Mister A?

Mister A's gone.. Not literally though! He's off to.. Let's keep this a secret too.. for summer, and he was coming back. That was okay, she got him a gift and they talked occasionally from time to time, but it was okay, and it really was! The whole issue was when they both came back from traveling, she was all perky and happy and excited about him being here, he didn't even give a shit.. Which was started ruining everything!

They drifted apart, she thinks he stopped caring about her, which wasn't an issue but that doesn't necessarily means treat her in a bad way! What the hell did I do to you? She thought.. 

It was Ramadan, and they started talking again.. But one unfortunate day was when a girl called her.. Pretty much the worst phone call in her life, and that was when things started falling apart for good!

What do you think happened?

Expecting the unexpected II

Her Life; Part X.

So we continue with her expecting the unexpected.. for the next few minutes let's see the story from her emotional point of view..

I'm with the perfect guy but in a not-so-perfect relationship, I know he's not romantic and doesn't know how to treat a girl.. but I love him, and he loves me and that's all there is.. he doesn't get jealous I know but I know he loves me, he might not show it the way I want him to but he does.. I'm sure he does..

Her thoughts were wrong.. he didn't love her.. If he did he wouldn't have left her.. Yes he left her. How? He told H to tell her.. and he moved on, he didn't care how she felt, and all what he said was "I'm sorry, please forgive me" like I ever will she thought.. but she did, she loved him too much not to forgive him!

In about two days he talked to her, and she was so happy he did! And ever since then they were together with no labels, they'd tell each other how much they love each other, but they don't go out on dates.. official dates that is.. but that's okay she thought again.. this kept going on until...

Expecting the unexpected

Her Life; Part IX.

He loves me.. he actually loves me!! her thoughts as she read through the text of "I know what you mean, I love you too"
For the next 2 days things are awkward with them, he doesn't talk or ask about her.. but his best friend says he's just shy.. shy?! from what exactly?! she felt like she's been pranked, she felt like a fool.. but then he told her that they should go out together, and they did.. along with J, and H (the best friends) and billion more people.. not the perfect date, but at least I'll know where we stand she said to J and her sister..

They went out, had fun.. and finally he told her that he wants to be with her, by now you should expect how excited she was! They get together.. but again love isn't always the reason why the relationships work out..

she still expects the unexpected...

Oh my God, I've finally found the one!

Her Life; Part VIII.

November of grade 11; It was her friends' surprise birthday party, she went.. she met a guy she never met before, like she literally didn't know he existed, that is Mister A, at that time she was dating a guy let's say his name was Y, he lived abroad so they didn't get to see each other much, but that's okay she thought distance should make the love stronger not weaker.
Soon Mister A and her started talking a lot, but only on chats.

December of grade 11; It was her best friends' surprise birthday party, so she obviously went. At that time she just got her new professional camera as a gift from her father the Canon 550D, she loved it with all her heart, it was almost as if the camera was her daughter. At the party she saw Mister A and immediately started talking to him and they started joking around, she thought he was really funny in a lame kind of way, but never had feelings for him, because she was still with Y. By the end of December, Y had broken up with her and her best friend J was there for her, like she always were the moment she knew her.

January of grade 11; She started liking Mister A, which was wrong for many reasons, but her heart is too weak and eventually she got a MASSIVE crush on Mister A. Her best friends threw her a surprise birthday party, she never expected it, I can't believe they threw me a birthday party, I love them so much.. I think I'm about to cry her exact thoughts. Mister A came to the party, and she was so glad he did, they talked, he wrote on her birthday card, and she had a great time, she told her mom "this was the best day of my life"

February of grade 11; Her friend thought that it would be a good thing if she told Mister A how she felt, but she was worried she'd lose him. On Valentine's Day she wrote a Valentine card, but she was going to give it to her friend, not to Mister A, except that he did take it, and he wrote her one as well. It's written in a bad hand writing, on a graph sheet with a mathematical equation written on the back, but it's the best Valentine card I've ever gotten, she thought.. Not that she got many Valentine cards before, she just loved it in a goofy way. The same day, around 08:00 PM she was talking to Mister A on chat, and they were having a very serious conversation about how she changed with him, in a bad way.. I love you, you idiot! How can I change in a bad way? she thought.. and that was when she told him the she "liked" him.. and she got the most unusual reply...